Late 20’s crisis

Pen in hand, blank page…

I know I want to vent but there’s too much to say
I haven’t been able to express myself for the last 10 years
Everyone’s too busy running around to even stop and care
Or to take a minute to realise that my character has changed

From being the girl who’s smile would light up a room to ‘Is she around?’
Maybe it’s because I’m grown now
Or maybe it’s carrying too many of life’s struggles on my shoulders
But I hope that once I find complete peace
Then the battle will be over or at least half of it…

I want what you want
To be happy not just content
I don’t mean to sound unappreciative of the things I have been blessed with
Health, Family, Belief because they are truly God sent
But I believe that everyone was sent…

Sent to fulfill a purpose in life
Still searching for mine as it remains a secret
Like a diamond in the rough waiting patiently to be found
Waiting to be polished before it shows its true value

I’m not sure if I’m meant to discover it just yet but everyday I’m getting closer to it, I can feel it
I just pray that the memo reaches me quicker
So my mind can get off this ride
Going round and round in circles I definitely feel like I’m getting my money’s worth           I couldn’t get off any quicker

Brain is dizzy and working overtime but still I remain patient

I recently learned that if you want to be positive then always think ‘best case scenario’
Which is a challenge for me since I’m a realist who tends to always think ‘worst case scenario’                                                                                                                                             But for the sake of a evolving into a brand new me                                                                   I’ll await patiently…                                                                                                                               And until my purpose finally does approach me,
I’ll be ready & waiting…
Helmet & all.

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